Wth?? LOL (12:02am)
My Son Just Woke Up, Yelled Out “Hello” And Went Back To Sleep, LOL!!! <3 Gosh, That Was Adorable!!
Is It Wrong?
I See That Some Girls, Including Friends And Family, Are Posting Pics Of There Boyfriends/Husbands. Thats Fine And All, But They Also Post Pictures Of Flowers They Got Sent, Beautiful Cards, Rings That Say “Love/I Love You”, Matching Neclaces, And Etc…. All These Little Things That Show How Special They Are To Their Boyfriends/Husbands. Is It Wrong It Makes Me Feel A Little Bit Jealous? :( How Come All These Girls Find Guys That Do All These Very Loving And Romantic Things For Them, And I Havent Met A Guy Like That, And The One Guy That Was Like That, Lives A Million Miles Away From Me. Sometimes I Feel Its My Fault For Not Giving Other Guys A Chance, Like Maybe Its My Fault For Giving The Wrong Guy My Heart All Along. I Could Of Had A Guy That Did Love Me, Suprised Me With Flowers, Took Countless Pictures With Me, Wore Matching Shirts With Me Because “We Are Silly Together”, Bought Me A Ring To Remind Me Id Be His Wife One Day, And Most Importantly, Respected Me And Treated Me Like A Princess! A Guy That Would Never Raise His Voice At Me, Or Cussed At Me, A Guy That Respected My Likes, A Guy That Actually Cared About What I Thought Of His Appearance Because After All, Im The Only Girl Hed Need To Impress, Ever. And Lastly, A Guy That NEVER Lied To Me Or Gave Me Reasons To Be Jealous Or Doubt Him. A Guy Like That, Id Be EVEN More Unconditional To Him, And Hed Have My Loyalty 100% And Id Do Anything And Everything As A Woman To Make Him Happy :) Even Take Cooking Classes Since I Was Told I Cook “Too Healthy”. I Have A Lovely Boy That I Love More Than My Life And I Do My Best For Him, Which Means I AM A Good Mommy And Now That Im About To Have My Second, I Know I Will Try Even Harder To Be A Good Mother. I Know That If Only I Had Waited For A Guy That Truly Loved Me And Treated Me Right, Right Now, I Would Be Married, Having My Second Child, And Id Be The Happiest Girl On Earth….And He Be Happy Too, Because Im Not A Bad Person, And I Know How To Love…I Just Wish I Would Have Known The Mistake I Was Making, And How Much One Day Id Regret It.
My Baby Has A Name Now <3
Exactly, LIES Is What Will Normally Ruin A Relationship With Me, Im Sure By Now People Are Aware Of That. I Hate Liars, They Are Repulsive.
Ive Noticed
So, Not To Be Mean, But Isnt It Crazy How Things Work. I Know This Guy, And He Has Kids With This One Lady, They Are Ugly (I Say It As Nicely Posible) BUT, He Ended Up Getting This Other Lady Pregnant, And The Baby Turned Out Soo Beautiful! I Used To Think That If One Person Made A Pretty Child, ALL Their Kids (No Matter With Who) Would Be Just As Pretty, But Apparently Not, It Has Alot To Do With Who Your Mixing Yourself With. Thats Why My Mom Used To Tell Me “Careful Who You Mix With, If You Cant Better The Specie, Dont Make It Worse” And I Agree. Im Just Glad I KNOW My Baby Is One Good Looking Boy, Not Only Because Im The Mom And Say So, But Because EVERYONE Says So, To This Day I ALWAYS Get Stopped Anywhere And Everywhere I Go So People Can Tell Me What A Lovely Boy Daniel Is…Ive Even Had People Ask “Can I Touch Him?” (lol) Yeah Haha Ive Never Seen A Kid Recieve So Many Compliments And All He Has To Do Is Sit There. So Yeah, Seems I Make Damn Good Looking Kids, I Know I Didnt Make Daniel Alone, Obviously! BUT Seeing That Daniel Has All My Genes, I Know I Make One Heck Of A Freaking Cute Kid =) Daniel Is About To Have His Very First Brother, And Hopefully They Will Look Like Little Twins <3 Jk. So, Yeah….Thats What I Had Noticed…How Its Crazy How You Can Have Kids With Different People And Not Have Very Pretty Babies, But Then You Mix With The Right Person And You Get A Beautiful Baby =)
Today [[10:10am]]
Today, I Have Some Important Things To Do! Buy Another Crib, Buy Enfamil Sensitive Milk, Buy New 6oz Bottles, NB Diapers, And A Few Other Things. Why?? Cuz This Baby Is About To Be Born, I Already Have A Date <3 Very, VERY Soon! So, I Got To Be Ready, Which Is Why I Will Choose A Name TODAY. Im So Nervous!! =)
